we are loved

2009-05-09T07:48:00.000-07:00

never thought tat thing would
turn out tis way...
i thought tat we would be able to
last long.
but,it seem tat im wrong...
maybe,it onli one sided..
maybe we are not compatible tgt..
hope tat everything would return to normal soon.
never once hope to be like this..

2009-05-08T01:31:00.000-07:00

eu are so near,
just beside me.
but,
i feel so faraway from eu..
love is between only two of us.
not any other people.
i dun blame anyone.
i only scare that i have done th wrong decision.
loving eu is so hard. so hard.
i feel lyk giving up alr..
i dunno what will happen to th days without eu..
but..
i'm so tired alr.

Labels: Give me a break man.

2009-05-07T05:21:00.000-07:00

can't stop the feeling from flowing..
didn't know what i can do...
so near yet so far....
could i ever had de courage to
tell you the three letter word?
i noe it impossible between us.
we seem like from a different world.
nth in common,nth to say..
even when we cross path,
i seem like invisble to you.
but i realli cnt stop loving you..
love u so deep..
and feel so hurt..
there nth i cn do..
except to let the time and heal
my wound...

2009-05-05T05:15:00.000-07:00

You never understand how i feel..
everyday just by looking at you
and not able to be near you..
when will there ever be an end to tis?
i choose to forget,forget abt everything..
but i juz cnt....
they told me time would heal..
bt would it realli heal for me?
why is there a u in me,
bt nv a me in u........
hate myself for loving you......
just cnt stop....

2009-05-04T05:56:00.000-07:00

why did eu choose to hurt me lyk this.?
did i owe eu anything.?
i loved eu with all mye heart..
whenever i see eu,
mye heart aches..
I feel lyk giving up on eu..
but i cant..
why.?
I really cant take it anymore.
i'm loving who dont love me.
&& i'm loved mye someone i dont love.
why.?
Why isnt him eu.?
why.? why.? why.?
there is a stone on mye heart.
i cant take it anymore..
people always say that having a new relationship,
will let us forget the old ones..
but..
i cant let go of eu..
i really like eu.
i really love eu.
i really need eu.
i really miss eu.
i really cant live without eu.
haiis.
why loving someone && being ove by someone is so painful.?

Labels: How can simply forget about eu.?

2009-05-02T00:06:00.000-07:00

why does everything turn out this way?
this is not the ending that i had hoped for..
your words,your action...
why does it have to be so cruel??
i dun wish to listern,oso dun wish to noe..
so pls..
dun tell me abt it.......

2009-05-01T21:34:00.000-07:00

Eu talk to me lyk nth happen.
eu treated lyk we nbbr happen
what is this.?
am i suppose to be treated lyk this?
saying those words that hurt me.
treating lyk nth happen.
ur words are lyk thousands of knife stabbing into mye heart.
its so pain.
mye heart is bleeding//.
i'm loss of blood.
you're a monster!!
you're crazy!!
you're nuts!!
you're heartless!!
but what can i do.?
i just cant stop thinking about eu.
but i'm gonna be strong.
even though th days without eu is going to be terrible.
but.
i'm not going to cry.
but i beg eu,
tell me th truth will ya.?
if eu have loved me before.
if eu have really remember me.
i beg eu..
dont say those things to me anymore.
i dun wanna listen!!!
please..

Labels: LOVE SUCKS!! Dont ever fall in love!!

2009-04-30T06:04:00.000-07:00

using a knife and stab through my heart..
making it bleeding non-stop....
creating a forever scar on it.....
feel so much like crying out..
but i onli cn tolerate,
so tat de tear won't fall again..
won't fall again...
why can't i ever stop thinking abt you?
juz cnt seem to forget abt u.....
do u ever noe how i feel???
i bet i would nv get a ans bac anymore..
even if i get bac,it won't be de ans tat i want..
i love you...
dun ever forget abt tis...

2009-04-30T03:57:00.000-07:00

Friends are forhever.
Boys are whatever.
That's mye word xD

No matter what happens,
nothing is going to break our bond (:
we are meant to be best friends forhever.
I will tresure eu, love eu && protect eu with all mye strength.

BEST FRIENDS FORHEVER (:(:(:

2009-04-29T06:05:00.000-07:00

F.R.I.E.N.D.S.H.I.P
is juz like our bond..
it will only get stronger
bt never weaker =)